Umbrella For My Tears Poem

I’m at that point in my life

Where I don’t want to exist anymore

It seems my life is never getting better

I feel like I am in this existence

Of a black hole with no end in sight

I don’t think I want to be here right now

I want life to get better not be this worse

I am wasting away and I need to get out

It’s not that I don’t care what happened

I just lost passion for life

Secrets Of An Umbrella Poem

I have been your secret love

Sharing stolen kisses with you

Moments that I kept private

Loving all the moments together

The adventure too mind blowing

I wanted to tell the whole world

Scream at the top of my lungs

Embrace you whenever I wanted

I knew you were not free to love

I wanted to believe you were mine

Grey Umbrella Poem

I sleep with a broken heart

Because I have been a fool at love

I stumbled upon an old torn grey umbrella

Out of it feel a crumpled up note

A love letter I discovered it was

All the words I had heard you say

All the whispered poems in my ears

The love notes you shared with mw

Were all written in that piece of paper

You said you had never loved another

A Heart Not Mine Poem

 

I watched you love another as my heart broke into millions of pieces

I wanted to touch you yet I knew you were not mine

All I could think of was your fingertips in mine

Your kiss I desired so much to the point of insanity

Waiting as if watching a plant germinate and grow from the soil

I knew you could never be mine

Your heart belonged to someone else…her

All the feelings that kept coming to the surface

I tried to hide and laugh with you

Knowing I loved you so much that every part of me hurt

Burberry Umbrella Wish Poem

A broken hearted girl

Sits on a cold hard bench

Watching as life slowly ebbs out of her

Waiting in fear of loneliness

The wind beating on her l innocence

Shivering and wishing for warmth

Her world had just crumbled down

Everything she knew to be true

Shattered into millions of pieces

She had loved with everything

Home For My Secret Tears Poem

Your heart is where I keep my secret tears

The tears that no one is allowed to see

The tears I will not let anyone else wipe

These tears that keep falling

Just so my heart can stop being exhausted by pain

I know I will not cry now

Only later when my pillow and I are together

It won’t help melt the anger away

My knuckles are tightly bound

The veins almost exploding within my muscles

The Phone Call Poem

You promised to call me tonight

More than a thousand miles separate us

The distance tells me you are my everything

3.00pm a burnt orange dusk prepares my heart

4.00pm I watch as the sun sets knowing I will hear your voice

5.00pm I still wait counting the minutes ticking away

6.00pm my heart has began to wobble and worry

7.00pm my arms want to reach for my phone

8.00pm I try to watch the darkness becoming thicker

9.00pm I keep my mind safe from obsessing about you

Umbrella For My Tears Poem

I’m at that point in my life

Where I don’t want to exist anymore

It seems my life is never getting better

I feel like I am in this existence

Of a black hole with no end in sight

I don’t think I want to be here right now

I want life to get better not be this worse

I am wasting away and I need to get out

It’s not that I don’t care what happened

I just lost passion for life

Broken Tree House Poem

Creaking wood is all you can hear from afar

Cobwebbed corners is what you see even from outside

Moss filled walls cry for attention

As crumbling floors will not let you in

Dusty shelves speak volumes of the weight they carried

A broken ladder silently hoping for some redemption

Leaning branches weakly sway away in the blustery weather

These are the remains of our tree house

Neglected and left to fend itself from the mercies of a cold harsh wind

Predators that are like vultures waiting for their prey to fall and die

The Agony Of Saying Goodbye Poem

It feels like I am the one

Who has been begging for us to have our relationship back

But I am alone now

This is the last letter I am writing to you my love

We cannot continue like this anymore

Because it hurts knowing you don’t love me any longer

I tried moving on with another

But I ended the relationship because all I thought was you

I hoped you would ask me back into your life

Last year I turned down a proposal from another man

Jinxed Embrace Poem

I tired

Tried to love you

With everything I had

I craved to be in your arms

Yearned every day for your touch

Became aware of your heart beat

Nothing I could not do for you

Forsake all others

You were the one I chose

I only saw you whenever there was a crowd

Jagged Emotions Poem

This wind so cold, unpardoning, grievous

Beats onto my morning face

Whirling away

These feelings of never loving again

At times calming down

The hot gusts of regrets

Cooling the heats of tarnished promises

Every moment floating in a bubble

Only to burst after a while

The clanging rattling chains

I Will Be Happy Tomorrow Poem

As I wander along this dusty path

Lonely, weary, rugged even sad

Climbing the heaps of memories so steep

I remember life in your entire being

Almost like treading on egg shells

Before you turned the pages of our life

Sealed the book of our love

Then ripped it into millions of pieces

Now

Accurately trying to glue the pieces together

I Need A Reason Poem

Every day with you

Was like falling in love for the first time

Feeling scared, excited at the same time

Waiting in vain for your love to return

I lost myself in you

Everything I had you took

Broke my heart in two

Seeing you sad and lonely

Our decision to part proved us wrong

There was no law to keep us apart

Have Me Poem

Are you my soul mate?

I think you are my soul mate

Soul mates end up together or move on

But never forget each other

So who are we?

Or which soul mate am I to you

As the wind blows towards me

I wonder

Have you forgotten me?

Or are the seasons just changing

Gone Is Our Love Poem

The first time I laid my eyes

On your broken heart

Your sad eyes

Shattered memories

I knew I would take it all away

Or live totally changed

The minute we fell in love

Through the rough and smooth

We held onto each other

One simple mistake

Our life was broken in two

I know I cannot have you back

It is important you know

Your kiss was incomplete

Ending A Song Poem

 

The sadness in your eyes my love

Gives me no joy only sorrow

I wanted to help you heal

My flaming pride would not let me

Knowing I caused it makes it unbearable

Everything ceased to exist

As it dawned on me you had left

You loved me in sultry slow motion

With your feathery touch

You were everything I wanted

Gave me everything I needed

Tears were all I knew in my life

Pain has grown a part of me

Misery like a daily bread

Simple reflections of what life was

I knew nothing but loving you

Life’s lessons taught me to compromise

Give without expecting back

We danced to our own music

The moment the Song of Songs ended

Ours was history

Drifting Away Poem

It ended before it began

I look in your eyes

We have become friends

The eagerness to see me

Lost into thick oblivion

Not a single greeting that drowns my heart

I can see

You don’t love me now

Never sure whether you did before

I had loved you relentlessly

Put your name on my pedestal

Dust covered the presence of you

Cobwebs won’t let me reach you

You chose to learn again

Thought it was me you went for

All senses say you did for you

Now I know you have moved on

We left each other at the beginning

Why love is so difficult to comprehend

I do not understand

There is no hug to bring us closer

We cannot live without love

Yet ours went with the flow away

Broken Heart Poem

My love came and went

Yours stayed forever

In your absence

You still gave me joy

Where else will I keep my heart?

On whose shoulder will I rest?

How can I open myself up?

When will I never miss you?

Which place will never remind me of you?

The touches do not feel the same

I roll down on the floor

Trying to chase the troubles away

Seeing your love not returned

Your hand stretched out

None to take it

Calling out my name yet I cannot answer

It has never been the same

Waking up without you near

I need to mend

Your fragile heart that I broke

Before You Leave Poem

Your absence will be the death of me

I do not want you to leave

Yet you are not mine

My defense system screams to keep you

Tear drops fill the ocean of love

A musical beating of the heart

Fear crawling underneath my skin

Running away from the hardest judgments

Bring me back to your arms

Red petals of a rose turn into a pale pink

Fading the colour of our belonging together

Can cries be enough to keep you with me?

Or winds of mercy let your heart discover

Mine is not soundly resting in peace

Knowing your warmth is far from me

Give me sanity to my tired mind

Bring happiness to my weary smile

The only difference I need in my soul

Seeing your presence within my shadow

Is it enough to re-live this anguish?

I, ended without you

Look back at my soul before you disappear