Happiness She Deserved Poem

Her love had a hold on him

She gave him her whole being

Sat through his every experience

Loved him without a speck of doubt

No shadow of worry crowded her mind

All she wanted, to be his inspiration

Play the strings of his heartbeat

On the beats of his soul

The difference she made to him

Clearly brought out in his life

He was a riddle she loved to figure out

A puzzle that could not be complete

Until the last piece was put in place

Everything that made sense in his life

Was as simple as her being there

He always wondered

How life would be without her presence

She had cried enough

Knew he was the only one

To give her the happiness

She once deserved

I am Only The Piano Player Poem

I play late into the night alone yet still feeling you

Telling myself I have not left you unaided or lost

I had a chance to love you

Yet my fingers would not let go of the piano

Seeping tunes of wordless music because you are not there

I refuse to let go of the moments that made sense in me

My life so divided and sometimes unnecessarily chaotic

My only excuse for not being there…

I am only the piano player

I am doing just fine getting over this heartache

Wanted to love you like nobody else could love

I set myself on this journey that made me need you so much

Up till now I cannot let the grandness of piano playing be

I chose a piece of instrument with no heart or flesh

With no arms to hold me in the middle of a cold night

A piece of wood that cannot give me sweet words or affection

My only comfort is that I loved you on this piano

It knows our deepest darkest secrets that we dare tell no one

Even the moon shied away knowing ours was an eternal magnetism

Words need not be said when my fingers stopped playing the piano

To be intertwined into yours curled into portions of suppleness

It’s the end of the road for my earth song

Tunes of music played by you fade away because

I am only the piano player

My Desert Song Poem

Embrace me my beloved for I panic when in isolation

Dry desert winds scorch away at my shriveled up heart

Sand has grazed my tender toes that curl to stop the burning

The cactus have pricked my most treasured emotions

I can sense a desert storm forthcoming

Nowhere to escape the sudden death of your memories

My lips have cracked for lack of yours that moistened them

Trembling under this unknown icy chill

Almost bleeding for lack of warm attention from your touch

My chest is caving in to try and send away the haunting ghosts

That is your memory within my soul

My arms have been weakened refusing to hold close another

You are the only safety my heart knew

All I have now

Is this photograph that is the only reminder of your existence

My feet refuse to move away from this place we called home

Knees knocking against each other simply because they can

I am a shadow of myself in the midst of cruelty

Before you I was seeping from the cup of never falling in love

I melted in disdain without your intensifying aphrodisiac words

I crave your presence that kept me sensible and unruffled

It is a sudden wasteland… my heart, my mind, my body, my soul

The last song with keys that have refused to play loud

Keeps replaying in my worn-out consciousness

You need to be back before winter steals away my cold skin

I can only explain it this way, that

You have left a barren region where fertility was

I have become a shell, empty within because I need you so much

Battle fields that have been abandoned is what my world has become

Only falling again when I try to climb up

Out of this misery that has become a daily dose of tranquilizer

I swallowed my pride to surrender to your snuggly arms

I want not to surrender to this throbbing in my chest

All I want is to be alright without your suggestively armored kiss

Temperately I take every impossible footstep towards being alright

This desert will not break my resolve of becoming whole

As terrifying as walking blindly without you

Or the torture of sleeping alone may seem

I have won the war of the fear of losing this love eternally

I have been a broken hearted soul for far too long

I will erase it all

At the end of it all, your heart, soul, flesh will no longer be in mine

Keeping You Warm Poem

I will take that chance you granted me

You will find comfort in my confidence

Waste the night away with me

In the morning dusk

The only thing remaining is us

After haunting me with your strength

I am wretched because of your dear love

Scarred with eternal bliss from your smile

Call me when you are lonely

To hold you on this cold July season

Knowing you will not break my heart

I will treat you with respect

This promise I make to you my love

A single song of my heart’s call

Addicted to your signature mystic beauty

Remaining a nameless longing engraved in Opal

I put both our hearts in an Alabaster box

Your love, the one language I understand

Mine speaks to you as an undertone

Richly deserving the honor

Of gracefully residing within and beside you

Kiss Of Life Poem

Breath into my soul

Save my searching mind

Give in to this moment

Let not love become elusive

Life made me faint

Soiled with dark moments

Pictures become deserted

All alone in this desert

I closed my eyes

To give in to defeat

Strength is long gone

Eye lids slowly shutting

As the voice becomes a sigh

Rescue me

Let me not fade away

Like the quietness of the countryside

I listen to your heart beat

Thumping away slowly, slowly away

Under the cool blue sky

Or next to the slow blue currents

I wonder what you are thinking

Is it our love you reflect on?