Regret
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Getting Lost In a Trembling Heart Poem


I want to get lost in everything
Get lost in you
Let you get lost in me
I want to feel so many things with you
Disappear into the bliss of life
Bury yourself in me and let the world disappear
Pains left at the feet of Angels
Heal yourself in my heart
Drench away bad memories
Let me touch your bleeding heart

The Glass I Put On My Lips Poem


It still seats on the brown coaster on the glass table
The tears that I cried late into the night
Stain the pillow case I hold in my arms daily
Since I stopped hearing your footsteps coming
Buried in deep ghostly open spaces of emptiness
I have no reason to keep holding onto your memories
Selfish emotions run through my heart’s veins
Wanting you back yet without any other reason
I nurse internal injuries from broken promises made
The glass I put on my lips

He Waited Poem


He watched as I loved another
Smiled through a hurting heart when I laughed with him
Always there when I had my heart broken
He introduced us and said we would be happy together
My best friend that I told everything to
Advice when I needed it
Yet his heart had chosen to discretely love me too
There he stood from afar
Watching us
Unblinking teary eyes

I Bought A Rose Poem


You still haunt me at night time
I keep remembering your face next to me
Your cheeks softly bracing on mine
Your nose rubbing against my own, fingers interlinked into mine
The days do not seem to end quickly enough
All sent emails returned without an answer
I still wait for you to rediscover yourself to find your feelings
You loved me and was afraid you would hurt me one way or another
Said I would one day like to see you happy and not sad
That you would be happy to see me happy

I Need You Back Poem


Give me another chance
I miss you
You are my secret happiness
I promise I will not break your heart

I am Restless Poem


Tired of waiting
Always hoping
Cannot keep wishing
Sick of dreaming all the time
Gave up on us too soon
It was never what you did
Only what you never do
Held me once then disappeared
I needed to feel you more
Never knew how it felt

I Love You Poem


Please…
Take me back
I love you…
I love you…
I love you!

Far From You Poem


How could I let a miracle go?
I did not ask you more than love
The reflection in your soul was enough
Never saw you looking so lovely
You fit perfectly in my arms
And I felt secure in your embrace
You were my loneliness
The only happiness I knew
Tempted to call you back again
Immortalise your heavenly caress
Demonstrate to you love
I stopped feeling you
Then I did again
I hated you
But I still loved you even more
Did everything with your love
How could you create such havoc in me?
I died from your poisonous kiss
Never understanding why
I still keep chasing after your shadow

You are so near yet so far from my grip

Regretting Why I Loved You Poem



You were the one to stop me from crying
Now the person who made me cry
Hardest thing I ever had to do
Watch you love somebody else
Life was never perfect
Until I fell in love with you
Made me a forbidden fruit
That made Eve to sin
Promised to love me
Told me to hold me as tight as I could
If I let go I would lose you
You made the world a special place
By being in it with me
Us, was hard to find
Once found
We became lucky to have each other
It all began with your sweet smile
Grew with a very precious kiss
Now the end is with only tears
I cannot have you back
Never should have let you go

Star Signs Poem



I wanted to tell you this never had the chance
Tried to hide it all away my heart knows the truth
What I feel is not passion only normal simple love
You stirred the desire in me
Wanting to know you more
This longing I have is different
You made me realize these feelings are true
Much more than just a crush our stars must be shinning

Tomorrow Poem



Times have come and gone without a care
Inside each wonderful memory we keep
Covering your soul away from life’s heartaches
Every little moisture that I feel on my face
Soundly listening as you fall asleep in my arms
Hold me until the rain stops falling
Dissolving into an enduring specific romance
At the end of sunset
Instantly drowning in your mysterious kiss
Days of heart warming triumphs, tribulations
Become another deep seated emotion overwhelming me
Rising up from your sweet beautiful touch
Yields the essence of love
Casting a shadow of misty snowy tears
Into the enchanted mercies of your beggary
Aiming for the seduction of your caress
Sweeping the world from under my feet
I float into a reverie of a sunny lost paradise
If tomorrow does come
Would you love me if I gave you my heart?

Trying To Forget Poem


You threw your love to my heart
As I watched the ripples spread to the surface
Giving me a feeling of intensity
A pleasure that can only be called love
Camouflaged in heart rending emotions
It is so hard to walk away from you
As it kills me to see us apart from each other
I keep wondering if I will find what I need
The healing did not end with your absence
I still feel your powerfully scented lips
Each time I kiss another
Like quick sand I want to sink in your love
It is against all the negative odds in the world
For us to be together when fate is not for us
Explain to me how I will live without you
How will you survive the lonely nights?
Where will we find the place we called home?
A ship wreck gave us an illegal moment together
I imagine a place full of happiness with you
That is all it can be
Complete memories
Having a feeling of never having a good night

Undeserving Poem



Confessions of my heart tell it all
I loved you once
Too much more than twice
The third time it was not okay
Wasted my life’s tears
On a love that never was
Threw away my feelings on you
I had been waiting for you all my life
Never knew when to stop
Burnt my time thinking of you
Felt unintelligent each time I sent a message
To your heart that never was with me
I was never special to you
No word in my dictionary spelt us
Never set any record in the Guinness of life
No more, never again
I don’t want this love
Where do we begin from?
The distance and the silence separated us
Each time I called your name
You were too far to answer
© Chaotic Soul of a Poet
Maira Gall